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Looking back


<td class=\And then have forgotten the deep memory of the day. Then a loved one has gone to the day. The sweetest dream has regained consciousness a day. The waiver will not stay. Never let go of the treasure, difficult to be friends after breaking up, because the two sides hurt. But the enemy can not do, because loving each other too.
- Shakespeare

1
autumn in Beijing in late October, a chill has very strong. He also wore a blue summer with her jersey, stood before her.
his studio is still messy, in addition to computer and some instruments, the full of the manuscript, songs and various music magazines dispatch ... ... that his work space is always so messy and only a little cramped. Just like he used to living conditions.
She looked at him, long silence. Since they broke up, she thought, if one day see him, she must be silent. As medical aphasia patients. The cause of her illness, was a situation with him about the War, which led to the manipulation of language skills part of the brain, temporary damage.
her some hate her useless, why have split up to find him. Fit this relationship is still not willing to give up his final to her? She was very sad to smile. Career and love, so he decided to choose the former, the feelings of five years, famous in the north that the contract in front of record companies look so fragile and vulnerable.
she did not know what time it is. The sky was black outside the window if not in the world. She had come, fax machines just stop working at that moment, as if no ink, and spits out the word that only half of A4 paper. And that half of the word,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], also vague incomplete. She could only argue that the fairly clear title - and then look back.
she thought, this is definitely new song he wrote. Looking back? She sighed in his heart. If she then look back and see too will break up with him before the thorny past.
in this messy studio, she was silent for a long time. He is. She and he was released in the night like a silent movie. But the writer, director, actor and audience that only two of them. Now,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], they are the number of overhead incandescent light to illuminate the whole room white and transparent. Even some glare. When used as film Fresnel lights. She is very like the incandescent light, bright, easy to night work. But cold, no temperature. The wattage is too high,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], leaving the lamp's pale face who looked like an overexposed photo. Also in this light exposure, and there is clear evidence of the heart.
he watched her, watched for a long time. She has also been looking at him. Their eyes in the night confrontation, so there are no lingering look, some probing, the contest is suspected, is the resentment that is a pity for all the hate ... ... complex emotions.
not sure how long, his Adam's apple moving up and down a bit finally, send a strange sound. Zhang had his mouth as if to say something, but in the end still did not say anything. He just pick up the phone from the table, it is slow to open the back cover, remove the battery, remove the card. He goes with the index finger and thumb to pinch a little phone cards for long, suddenly raising his hand for a throw back, like a phone card white white meteor hurtled through the window the night.
he will move to mobile phone card was suddenly thrown out the window, though she had expected. Her body began to shake slightly. In this high-rise building, she weightless. Her heart goes on he will be thrown out the window when the phone card, with falling. Not the heart of the body, is empty. Not carry any weight, of course, can not carry any sorrow.
she would like to say to him, I know, you do not want me in touch with you again. But she really aphasia, and even the most simple syllables stand above. She only stared at him, watching the most familiar stranger.
glittering bright incandescent, his face some pain. She did not know it was because he Mindful of old friends and painful, or tired and painful because of the Red Dust, or, as resentment caused him pain she suffered.
she only knew, saw her, he had aphasia. He and she, in the cool autumn night became thin aphasia patients.
he was no longer with her gaze. Because he saw her eyes she can not let go of her hate, but also see their own selfishness and helplessness. Now, he left her, is stand in front of the window will never be the lonely.
you go. She heard him say in his heart.
Then, she heard him say in his heart, do not look for me.
Then again, she heard her tears crashed in the night sounds.

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time and heartache in the process of suffocating in the sand like the hands clenched tight and over. When she was sad exception to wipe the tears on the face, when her hand touched the darkness of a cool and wet,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], she suddenly woke up to come - had a dream - she dreamed of him, dreamed of Three years ago, the scene in his studio was. This dream is so real and persistent, pesters her for three years. She led the led the mouth, so that looks a bit like a desolate expression of laughter, but also a bit like a choice but to laugh at themselves.
regularly woke in the early hours, which made her sleep very well. So she got up and screwed habitually light lamp of time. Look at the time, she saw the People magazine spread out on my pillow. This page opened is the magazine for his interview, it is eye-catching headline: Sangla happiness movement. The article also equipped with a map, is a family photo, photo, and that he and his wife - a very simple look quiet woman, and her lovely arms of less than six months old baby boy.
look, this is really a very happy family of three, the sun, everyone's smiling faces are as bright and similar.
than three years time, he married, a father, and also really did it - became the country's top musicians. In these three years, she has always fit him.
always like this, my heart is filled when a person, whether determined to have no intention worth mentioning Ye Hao, life everywhere will have his breath. And when the man walked out from the heart, even if separated and then close, it will not be any overlap. As she and him. Although thousands of miles from the southern north, but she always felt he had been at her side, she even can clearly feel his breathing and heartbeat. Forum for his music, his songs conference ... ... they will take his message to her side continuously. But they are not even ordinary friends can do. She hurt him, and he hurt her, they will be forever doomed to this life stranger.
think of the \Then she wiped her tears flow out from the dream, will be included in a magazine interview that he closed.
closed her magazine, she put some of his past relating to early autumn in the south, with just that dream, but also with the close of the. The past. She said to herself. So she put out the lamp. Asleep again.
close your eyes, she thought, she and he have much in love, has deeply hurt each other, then the outcome should be better now - he and she found her position. Since the two people together but not to each other, so forget themselves as rivers and lakes. The only blessing is hoped that during this emotional vortex had been struggling and suffering people, always well-being wishful.

3
said that time is the best healing medicine. But everyone have different sensitivity to drugs, efficacy naturally be very different. The face of emotional injury caused by some people a speedy recovery soon. While others may take a lifetime.
When she then learned all about the Sangla, the mood has been as quiet as the spring when the lake is already Christmas the following year.
It was a very bright winter sun south of the weekend, she drove to her gallery in town, this day was coming soon to buy her just completed a series of paintings: the village.
village, it was many years ago, he shared with her dream - a small house, jujube trees, certain sections of the cat or dog. Only now, this dream was by her successful one.
these years she has been living in villages far from urban areas, watch the sunset every day to draw and write, and her companion in addition to the courtyard of the flora, there are two pretty strong shepherd. She drove into the city to the gallery occasionally see friends and drink tea or watch a play or something, and occasionally friends in town would see her and brought her best-selling novel, seasonal fruit. She felt that her life is perfect, quiet calm and happy.
her car parked in the courtyard, is a Jeep. She felt the character suits her Jeep with the current life.
light he jumped onto the car she was, wearing a seat belt, the car started. Upon completion of this series of movements, she leaned back,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], as usual, to open the FM radio and music programs. Then she just heard the DJ on the sweet voice came from the radio - the next song, is a famous songwriters, singers Sangla strength of nostalgia songs: Looking back. Then deep, rich voice like Sangla village spread out, like to smoke -

years to look back but not to look back at the end of

pain is always in front of us still remember
do not know at that time continue to flash
forgive you give up your sorrow
by
I find it difficult to retain
you can not then look back to the days
flee
... ...
song , she thought that dream last fall, and the dream goes on A4 paper to see the fuzzy incomplete words: Looking back. Also remembered the many days ago, TV broadcast of his concert. That day, he stood center stage, facing the television cameras, said the song gave me a long time not to contact a friend of the South home. I do not know her better life is not good? But I wish her happiness. The song is called and then look back.
car was elevated. She looked out the window fast
snatched back the house and plants, and suddenly think life is like driving along a section of the landscape is the fate of life. When the car continued going forward, it will continue to meet the new view. In the past, the landscape, forever gone.
Now, she finally understood, the two people are together, there love is not enough light, but also need to understand, support and tolerance to be done. The love between men and women, but also because too many complicated things melted, so it has too many unpredictable turn of events and Shenbuyouyi the helpless. But when love has gone to, why then look back? Looking back at the, Red person still remains.
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