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In fact, I do not want to say goodbye


<td class=\ups and downs again, this has already alerted his legs numb. Mechanically turned, even move, like a zombie. Looking back the last time, distant scenery remains the same, eyes widened and the end of Mongolia in the air. You go so desperate, I did not even look back in the chase. \My mouth to resist you, but this was never my intention. In fact, I really want to go, just like when we first encounter.
first met you, birds are flying in the long grass in March, the season of spring sprout heart, I'm seventeen years old and a high school classmate for the first time away from home, first came to Shanghai to work Soon. In the afternoon of that weekend, Strolling in the heart of downtown, inexperienced in a fashion where we will try a little piece of clothing, heels want to go when the big guy was some intimidation, but also snatched our bags. Still far away from the residence where the path unfamiliar and penniless,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], we can only walk and Ma Lei, also the home with the local people do not understand the dialect of the cold harsh curse of the city.
\I look back in amazement to see a slightly childish and reveals your handsome face. Although this face familiar, but familiar accent makes us feel like family to meet the long-awaited. After listening to both of us rushed to tell, and you quickly to comfort us:
\take the bus with me and go back. After careful out! \In the conversation that you are an apprentice in a furniture shop workers, not far from us. I have to thank the ground there, we invite you to be free to play, you willingly agreed. You get off the bus, they told us also not forget about it, let me gift to a nameless moved.
the next few days, I will always try to remember bits and pieces. Heart of the sea has been calm, to like a stone dropped into, a glowing ripples, long time can not quell. So when you are in front of me again, you know how happy I am! But you may not feel, reserved girl so special I can only try to hide. However, each time with you, I have a good time good time, surely you already feel, right? It is natural emotion, is how can not be hid. Otherwise, you will then come to me out Gesanchawu to play?
us also remember that when you take the bus to the scene of the Bund it? Because too many people struggling to put me in you got on,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the door behind me even in the \Without you, I was caught in the cracks could not move people, scared. Is shivering, from the outstretched hands behind my eyes blindfolded, it is my wits, shortness of breath. But I smell from your hands on a familiar atmosphere, and my heart as soon as a reassuring calm. I gently pushed to the hands, with her eyes full of happiness turned around, and your smiling eyes are touching. You told me that when you get on to the back door, the door has just closed behind you. I'm so glad, good confusion, I do not know how you packed airtight in the heap came to me from behind. You must have been a lot of dirty looks, or even to survive the curse, right? But from the eyes do not see a trace of your mad Italian. You just want to give me a sense of security, the other you do not care.
life with you, even if pain is also wrapped as a sugar pill, you can easily swallow. Happy days are always slide too quickly, in our cheerful songs, in the mutual gaze of concern crept silently away, leaving the memories all the way to jump. Although we have not said the words that hot, but no one understood each other's mind.
to next September, my heart, no less than the sweet Sheng, on the phone told Loved Me love my mother. Her reaction made me be anticipated. She told me a lot of sense, all are intended to me to leave you, then do not worry, even forcing me to go back soon! I can not change the mother's mind, fate had to say goodbye to you crying. You comfort me to smile:
\Let your family agree! \
home, I'm depressed all day. Mother repeatedly advised me:
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day my mother and weeding in the ground. In fact, how can I to my work,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], my mother is afraid I bored out the sick at home, only with me. I stood in the ground and hand hoe blade, and my heart seems to have a bad feeling faint from time to time looked at the path leading to the village. When the neighbors came running towards us when Aunt, my heart can not help \
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approached the door, turned to see you, there are two strange middle-aged men. Your gentle eyes looking at my water, I feel so fast to breathe. Seated into the room, you put a lot of gifts on the table and sincerely introduced his mother, and your uncle and respected your village doctor. I have the courage to listen to your conversation, then escaped through the grocery shopping out of the machine. I knew little hope, still holding a good fantasy.
next morning, you bid farewell to their uncle, he is still unwilling to give up to stay. You also face my family with a sincere smile, and you folks and neighbors for a long talk sincerely hope that they can help you. When all your hard work can change the attitude of my mother, I can not bear to stand against you, only pity to hurry you back.
I am filled with grief, to you say \
miss the second time in the second to survive. Essayist said that time is healing, my heart's wound myself are more pain treatment, and finally pain to numbness. New Year's bell in people eagerly look forward to in the ring, I have no feeling. Two days of the first month is the most meaningful day of the New Year,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], New Year's road trip of a dial-up wave, or go to Yue Mujia, or go to her parents, or go to grandma. You should also be a Happy New Year to you grandmother, right? I was going to go out, but you stepped into my field of vision cycle. Looking at the frost on your head and face and his head against the background of sweat, I was stunned to say a word is not very funny look? Otherwise, obviously in tears I was laughing at it you?
you do not say that I can think of, for fear too many people take the road not on the car, you must be milled before dawn with frost, With the last ray of hope once again set foot this difficult journey. But I too know my family again, no matter how hard you can not change their views. Every time you come to is that the damage to you again; you be in my home longer to deeper injury. And I really do not want to see you hurt anymore, even a little bit. So I will in the next morning you go to catch hard-hearted, but also tell you not to come later, ah! I can not go with you, so I can not afford the cost.
I think you will eventually understand, but I hope you do not know better! Then you will hate me. The more you hate me,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the more it is easy to forget me, the last without leaving a trace.
I am filled with pain, to you say \
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